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[27 Apr 2008|12:23pm]
I wonder what they'd say if we were blind.
We were blind, people.
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Now a bit Pawla-Nick [14 Jan 2008|05:12am]
The Discovery Channel aired The Human Body According to Calvin Klein and the suicide rate increased 5%.
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A bit of Carrie Bradshaw [11 Jan 2008|04:58am]
In our world today, more people crowd gyms for an image, no longer health. Have we replaced inspiration and drive with imitation and force? I wonder, in a world so full of promise, does that mean that’s it’s just more easily broken?
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Tick tock [17 Oct 2007|01:40am]
Maybe the things we don't look back on,
The things we try so hard not to think about,
Are just the times that we got right
And the ones that we thought went so well,
The ones that make you sad to know are gone,
Are the ones that didn't go right afterall.
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[09 Aug 2007|04:06pm]
All I can think of is the fall,
The bright sunny days with cold winter chill.

Where has everybody gone?
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[18 Jul 2007|01:16am]
And I cry,
Because every night coming home is heading away
From everything I've ever known as home.
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SPRING into.. [12 May 2007|12:28am]
Life.
Today, was a really good day. I spent it alone, almost completely. Which is actually okay, I've lived majority of my life alone - and not just like how everyone says that they're alone if they don't have anyone to LOVE love; alone as alone, no friends: no love. I feel like it's 2 years ago, which I still view to be one of the best times of my life. Spent finding myself. Finding who I really am, not one who depends on other people to make them who they are.
"Where do you get your inspiration?" - CP
Now depressed, only because today is drawing to an end. Tehcnically, today ended over a half-hour ago, but I'm defining the end as going to sleep.

"Self-improvement is masturbation. Self-destruction is the answer." - CP
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[17 Jan 2007|11:27am]
Love is a great sacrifice, but
Don't forget who you are.
Don't forget who you used to be,
Things you've said and promises made.
Stop to collect yourself, sort yourself out;
Stop to realize there are people around you.
People helping you, and what goes around
Should indefinitely come around;
Karma works only between individuals who believe in it.
Individuals logic and caring enough.
You can't say you've spoken unless you've listened.
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ghost of a future [past] lost [17 Jan 2007|11:25am]
Where are you now?
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[21 Dec 2006|06:03pm]
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[21 Dec 2006|05:44pm]
You don't want me around.
Shiver around.
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[16 Dec 2006|02:35pm]
And it's kind of the same thing again.
I guess I'm a pushover.
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[10 Dec 2006|11:54pm]
dock dock dock dock dock road.

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[07 Dec 2006|12:22am]
I remember when I told you what I did to myself.
You gave a neutral response of getting over it.

I'm trapped by your ambivalence.
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[05 Dec 2006|07:33pm]
So last night, I had a dream that I was in a movie with Allison Goldfrapp. She worked in a hospital, as a nurse, then I went to her neighborhood and there were beautiful houses, with really ugly houses next to them. We went back to Allison's house, and I stayed in her yard of scrubby trees, trashy overgrown grass and a busted-up house. She greeted me in the yard, accompanied by her dog, just like the Number 1 video. Afterwards, my memory blurrs but we went to some abandoned place with 3 other people? I don't remember.
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[13 Nov 2006|11:23pm]
i wish wish wish i were still in bayville. so much peace of mind there.
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[06 Nov 2006|01:49pm]
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[01 Nov 2006|10:21am]
i really don't know what to write.
here I am. and I'm alone.
I stalled out twice before, I need to get myself straightened out.
You can't drive and cry at the same time. It blurs your vision.
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[23 Oct 2006|03:57pm]
photog. river. ocean. bay.

A LOT OF PHOTOS WARNING

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[18 Oct 2006|08:59am]
Hair-cuts sometimes make me feel better about myself. Let's hope it works today.

I wish I didn't have to eat to survive and maintain.
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